Loving God

My God is so merciful There is no one like Him I am glad that I know him for myself If God was like man I would be dead already He Loves me even I disobey Him When I know I'm doing wrong and rubbing it in His face But He is a forgiving God Thank You for your Grace Like the dew in the morning Lord gently rest upon my heart.

A THought

EEveryday is a new day There is no other day this day So if you mess up yesterday Today is the day to start a fresh Shanweezy :)

You.....

HEY YOU LOVE YOU MISS YOU WANT YOU NEED YOU Thank you for being a fan Thank you for reading my boring blog Thank you for such interest you show in me Thank you for believing in me Thank you for loving me.... Thank you My Number One Fan :)

You ever sit down and cry and don't know why the hell you are crying??? You ever felt lonely?? You ever felt like just giving up? You ever felt like no1 gives a damn ? You ever felt like you don't give a damn ? You ever felt hurt ? You ever felt like you don't know why you feel hurt? You ever felt trapped?? You ever felt like you don't know what the hell trapped you?? You ever felt ugly?? You ever felt hopeless? You ever felt useless?? You ever felt like this thing is just not for me? You ever felt like you dont know what to feel? You ever felt annoyed? You ever felt like you dont even know why you are annoyed? You ever felt like this is it? You ever felt like nothing works for you? You ever felt like the world is against you ? You ever felt like you tried it all and nothing works ? THAT'S HOW I FEEL...... WHERE DO I GO FROM HERE??

The Dude at work......

At work while in training,
Minding mine
Seen a dude that looked fine
Held ma head down
Heard a deep voice
Sound stern but nice
So I lift up my head
Peep once
then twice....
Went to work the next day
Ma co work passed me a note
I looked at it and this is what she wrote
"There is a cute guy in the other room
Shortie look fine
I think ima bag and make him mine"
I said yeah I seen that,
Thought I was the only one
And thats where the convo began
He worked with us for half a day
Why you left so soon???
That was so gay...
But we spoke and dude is kool
Added him and facebook
Seen that he just left high school
I'll always say hi if you don't say it first
Bu I'ma always be on da run..
Cuz we all got work.

She's in love with her ex.... What to do????

He would give me a call to tell me he just wanna hang out...
What to do???
All the sweet and lovely things that comes out of his mouth...
What to do?
Comes around to the very same spot...
What to do???
The love for him I cannot stop...
What to do??
He is a shoulder when I am down..
 what to do??
But its only when is girls is not around....
what to do ??
He is just so cute that's the thing I can't stand...
What to do ??
Thought I could get over him with my new man...
What to do...
We broke up because he was a jerk....
What to do ??
Trying to get over his love,
Nothing I do seems to work so... What to do ??

Liquor..... It brings out the truth in you

I am not a heavy drinker, I am infact  a social drinker. From what I have seen and experienced, Liquor brings out the truth in people. When they get drunk, they tell you their deepest darkest  secrets. If there is a person that acts innocent on a regular and when they drink you see a different side you in them that you have never seen, they had it in them all along. Liquor is one of the biggest excuse to bring out the "fun" side in people. For example, you are always so straight against homosexuality, you get a little to drink all of a sudden, you wanna experiment :) when its all over you act like you do not remember. Another example is a person acts like they are the strictest person when they knew thay had it in them to be a damn stripper because as soon as they get drunk they start taking off their clothes. A married man calls his ex telling her how much they made a mistake and that she is the one for him. If it should ever come up against him one day, I'm sure they would blame it on the liquor. Blame it on the alcohol!!!!