Simply Delicious

Hey sweet thing of many flavors
you look so cold
Come let me warm you up with my tongue
I bet you i can make you melt
You are sweeter
And sweeter
Sweeter everytime I take a taste
I just cant get enough
The way you melt in my mouth before I swallow
I know you drip if i take too long
I just hate it when you are done
They say i should not eat you too much
You will eventually change my figure
But I love you so much
i just cant get enough
I just cant stop
I just gotta eat you up
Like you on top of long brown sugar
Not too hard
Not too soft
Taking little bites
Until you are done

Option #5 Dream Poem

She was there
I remembered it like it was yesterday
I do because i can still tell it to you today
That little girl i dreamt  about when i was seven
And at twenty-one years old i still think to myself if she was real
It was a breezy night i remember 
My aunt told me to take a shower and go to bed
Well, that was where she was
In my bathroom
 I asked her how she got there
She said "Silly close the back door next time
You don't want strangers to be coming in your house"
Thinking about it now
She was a stranger her damn self.
There she was just standing there
She was my height
She had a caramel complexion
Her nose was straight
With a little mole on the right side
Neat eyebrows like it was shaved
She had a mole on her her right shoulder
It was like looking through a mirror
She looked exactly like me but her moles where on opposite sides
I asked her who she was
she said I'm not you if that's what you are thinking \
I am your sister
The doctors did not tell your Mommy
they took me away
That's all i can tell you for now
I have to go but we will meet again
She was leaving through the back door
I tried to leave with her but i slipped
She ran through the back door
Into what seemed like a space ship
I still miss her up to this day!!

Option #1 Self Portrait in words ( These Hands)

Despite the fact that these nails are kept clean
the caramel color
not because there are no bruises
no burns 
no scars at all 
these hands are strong
the gentle touch it gives
like silk on your skin
just a feel on these hands
you will fall in love
with the softness
 not too wet
not too dry
the M the detailed symbol
stands for mighty
these hands have been though it all
they labor but not in vain
washing,
cooking,
cleaning,
moving, 
fighting,
nurturing,

feeling the good
feeling the bad
they are indeed beautiful
but they are strong

STUDYING

Man im up all day all night trying to study for this test I tried everything and Nothing seem to be sticking.... is my brain that bad.... thing is you tell me something and i will never forget it why cant that be the same for skool???? why not my gosh....... I really wanna go to bed but I feel like if I dont do an all nighter ima fail... you know what I just dont like School cuz i know everything i put my mind to i always do good but I JUST CANT DO IT!!!!!!!!! CHO BACKSIDE!!!

Together Forever

Look at you now
Why are you screaming?
Trying to leave me?
You must be dreaming
They say love hurts
You didnt believe?
Playing me everyday
Got a lot of tricks up your sleeve
Bet you didn't plan for this one?
You look kinda scared
I should be the one crying
But you are..
Itsn't that weird?
You hurt me so many times
But this is the last time to do it
Here's my heart 
Here's the knife
take it put it through it
Okay you dont want to???
Just stay there and watch me
Ill stab you too
If you try to stop me
He doesnt even love you
And im the one you dis?
acting like you care now
Blood spraying from my wrist
I feel cold....
There's no heat on this bathroom floor
I feel very weak
Soon i'll be no more
I siad we'll be forever
And I bet you wondering how
I will be with you forever
Because my forever is now

P.S. I LOVE YOU

You may feel said she (inside her mind)

I know you think things are going your way
Little do you know,
Its in my game that you play
You want to feel
You want to touch
I just be fronting
When i know i want it oh so much

I be saying wait, no
When i mean yes
Cuz making you feel guilty
Is what i do best
We start to kiss
We are talking slow
Yes, i have you where i want you
You have nowhere to go

But baby your wife
Yeah right, im your life
Emotions flowing
Im about to take you for a ride
There no turning back now
You're already inside

Loving getting intense
Im rubbing down your six pack
Lay in this bed once
And you just gotta come back

You're blowing in my ears
Its making me quiver
You are about to come
I can feeel you shiver
Cccome you say?
Time for me to go on top
Ill have things my way
I say when to stop


You say Im divine
I say you're mine
You think im a one night stand
But baby you are forever my man

May I feel said he by E.E. Cummings(1935)

may i feel said he
i'll squeel said she
just once said he
it's fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she)

may i move said he
is it love said she
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she

but its life said he
but your wife said she
now said he
ow said she

(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she

(ccccome? said he
ummm said she)
you're divine! said he
(you are Mine said she)

Option#4 Love Hurts

It was fun while it lasted wasn't it?
you were sweet for most of the times I'm not even gonna lie
anything i wanted i wouldn't even had to ask
talking on the phone until the sun came up
Oh man what a beautiful relationship we had
walking and holding hands
couldn't  even wait to see each other again
But then it got annoying
you would follow me everywhere
you wanna go to church
you went to my school
you wanna meet my mom
we are not ready to get married
but you made it seem that way
who told me to tell you "We need to explore"
I messed up!!!!
the calls were coming in more
if i didn't answer you would come to my house
Climb through my window
i felt like calling the cops sometimes
But a part of me felt sorry for you all the time
i think you knew that so you ride on it
i dated in your face
i did everything to make you leave
I must say, you are very determine
I invited you in just to follow me in
you more than invited yourself in
In other places, very determine
your one true goal
your last resort
If I am pregnant
 I would be yours forever 
I felt dumb because i knew how you were
how did i get myself into that again?
how?
But I'm still letting you go
As painful it is that i have to live with this
Id rather face this alone
forever !!!!!!
I rather tough it out by myself than
Be trapped by you

Farin....... A Wah Dis??????

So di people dem dung a di embassi gi mi di visa
Mi pack up mi bag dem fi lef Jamaica
mi did ago tell all a mi fren dem lata
But nuff neva waah mi get tru
cho so mi nuh caita

Suh wen fi go a airport mi lef before time
Leave mi yaard from five wen di papa seh nine
Look roun di place an a me alone inna di line
Farin a fi me one "Oh wat a sign!

Mi reach pon di plane
All weh deh pon mi brain
Fi get mi nice food
And a glass a champagne
Suh di waitress
No di stewardis
Cum up to me an ask
"Peanut or chips?"
Mi kiss mi teet
An ask a wah dis?
But di way mi did vex
Mi jus eat it!

Plane ride Bumpy dou
It feel like a pot ole
Out a door look nice
But inna di place cole
Mi battam start hurt mi
Mi sidung too long
 Hurry up nuh plane
Caah wait fi reach man!!

Di plane lan now
An everybody clap
Finally reach a farin
Yaaad mi naah go back

Guh tru immigration now
A nice car mi fada drive
Frighten fi si dis farin
 A out a door mi head a ride

Suh mi reach inna di house
An start fi look a roun
This liikle like its a place fi a mouse
Mi neva know ppl live anda groun

First day out pan di street
We decide fi tour di city
Dem say train deh undaneet
But da place ya smell bad
It nuh pretty
Mi si di train a come fass
Fi it stop mi start fi fan
Nuhbody else naah do a ting
A jus me one

Mi si people a beg
My gosh dis cant be right
The only ting weh mek mi day bout America suh far
A di big buildings and di pretty pretty lights

Two years pass now
No money fi spend
Did hav a big house a yaaad
Now mi affi pay rent
Nuttin like mi expect
Yuh all get di gis
Mi cum up yah come ask miself
Farin.... A Wah Dis???

Waah Guh A Farin!!!!!

Wave to di plane wen it pass
You might get fi guh pon it one day
So wen di plane a pass
People stop the wuk an play

Embassi pack, evrybady want a visa
Fi guh a di lan wid di motto "God Bless America"
People tek out dem life savings
All guh teif wen dem nuh hav none
Wake up early an join di line a embassi
An immigration tun dem dung

Caah wait fi guh a farin
Caah wait fi start a new life    
Everyday people run weh
And find husban or wife
Caah wait fi get rich
America hav nuff opportunity
Cuz dung yah life is a.....

Mi waah go a farin
Inna luxury bed mi ago sleep
Mi ago wear all a di look good clothes dem
And get all a di good food to eat
Farin a place weh look clean
An nuhbody nuh poor
Weh nuh  beggas nuh deh pon di street
And nieghbors nah knock dung mi door!!

Mi know dis place a nuh heaven
An it not even deh near
But mi waah fi start a new life
Mi waah guh a farin dis year !!!!!

NOT MINE............... BUT YOURS

I know it is so hard to do
And sometimes we say it but we do something different
It is hard to wait
It is hard to have faith!!
Everytime I try to do my own thing
Everything just doesn't go my way
I need you to order my steps
I need guidance
I need to learn patience
It is so hard when you need something and it doesn't go as u will
You know my desires
you know my thoughts
But God....
NOT MY WILL BUT YOURS BE DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

free writing..... Just some Thoughts

Should I say I hate you?????? I dont know... Maybe its the feeling of disappointment... anger that just eat my soul, the loving calm soul that I once had before you came to say goodbye.... But It is clear to me. So very clear it was definitely not love.... never was but why was I so blinded by all the lies and the things you told me by the crying and the crying.... the sleepless nights you had????? you are good... pretending to love my child.... now that is a good one,, but you can say bye with a smile on your face. Trying to fit her in your schedule wow... I bet everyone is smiling now.... times wasted believing and all the lies... I bet u fixed everything befor you left.... But it is just as I expected to go...I knew this plan long before you planned it... I know you but still I felt for it..... I will be fine though.. us both... Good luck and I hope your dreams come through do your thing and now u can take a bow.... you are the man.... And that last kiss?? I felt nothing thats how I know that there is nothing there..... love u though... lol ENJOY!!!!! ( when u go to bed at nights, keep ur butt tight)

IT IS WHAT IT IS !!!!!!!!!!

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Just trying to clear my mind

Dont even know how to feel,
Wow.... crazy mixed emotions inside
Now everything to me is real
It all comes down to this....
IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!

Good times, great times, crazy times that were bad
We were both to be blamed
Looking back on everything we had
Wow....stuck beside you when you were ashamed
It all comes down to this.....

IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!!

Felt like this whole time Iwas living a lie
Everything boiled down to nothing
I expected it so I cant even cry

Glad you amount to something

Cuz it all comes down to this......

IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!!

Funny the people you say u love so much

Cant even get a second of your time

When you are around anyone she cant even be touched

But then you say bull like "You'll forever be mine" (Bri)

It all comes down to this....

IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!!

So Goodbye,
These are my last words to you
Kinda miss you though aint gonna lie
Hope all your dreams come through
Cuz it all comes down to this......

IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!!!!

I just Gotta GET Rich Some How!!!!!

I just gotta get irch some how
walking in the Outlet cant buy nuttin

I just gotta get rich right now

Window shopping ain't fun wen everybody's buying

Seeing things that you want and cant afford it
Sometimes I just feel like crying
I just gotta get rich some how

Im not a fussy person, i just wear wat looks nice
I wanna be able to go shopping one day
And not caring about the price
I Just gotta get rich some how

Girls buying Coach bags

Grabbing it up like its a 99 cents store

Buying the same of what she already had

Man I cant take this no more!!!

I just gotta get rich some how

Wait! before I stop writing 

Let me say something else 

When i get a billion dollars 

I would still be myself

A Gucci key chain for $100  with just the sign 

You know how much things i can buy with dat??

These people done lost their minds

I would I have bought the Gucci perfume though if i could 

I didnt buy nuttin in the store 

But Icame out smelling real good :)

I just gotta get rich some how

Just remember.... i went to another funny store

 I dont think I even have money

For the brand they call Juicy Couture

Almost $20 for a not so sexy underwear??

When I have on my clothes

Who's seeing the brand name under there

But Mannnnn........
I just gotta get rich some how!!!!!

To the Nearest Rest Stop Please

Grumble Grumble
What do I feel ?
I felt it Tumble,
This cant be real
To the nearest rest stop please!!!!

The trip is ver far
And the ride is not smooth
Wish I can do it in the car
But that would just be rude
To the nearest rest stop please!!!!

Wow the sign said next 25 miles
But oh my gosh no restrooms
I feel like its gonna be a pile
I need to go real soon
To the nearest rest stop please!!!!!!


There's no way i can hold it
I can't take this anymore
its a huge pile of (shut your mouth)!!
Im about to go on the floor
To the nearest rest stop please!!!!

Im getting cold sweat
Trying not to let go no air
Seems like it's gonna be a wet one
What a mess it would be on da chair
To the nearest rest stop please!!!!!

Here it comes "Blap Blap"
What a loud sound
On the leather chair it clap
Everyone in the car looked around
Where is the nearest rest stop?????

Please!!!! Please!!! mi a beg yuh
Pull ova inna di bush
Mi will use all leaf innuh
Cuz shanweezy nuh stush
Nuh rest stop nuh deh near!!!!!

Ive been Everywhere

Ive been to the city 
Ive been to Florida
Ive been to a beach in new york
Ive been to club juice 
Ive been to a club in Brooklyn
Ive been under a tree near to a place that has alligators
Ive been to water land see world 
Ive been in an illegal store and could have gotten kidnapped
Ive been to Queensborough for quite a while man when will i leave
Ive been to church for a few Wednesday
Ive been to a guy's house 
Ive been in the hello kitty store 
Ive been to Dave and buster 
Ive been to Paris... in my mind 
Ive been sleeping with your man... lol just kidding 
Ive been going to All Nations from 2005 
Ive been to the beach in the night
Ive been to the movies even though im not suppose to go 
Ive been to Grand Lux cafe 
Ive been to red lobsters a few times 
Ive been to olive garden once on a date 
Ive been to apple bees three times
Ive been to city island a few time .. i like it out there
Ive been to a few funerals this year in the same place 
Ive been cheating on you!!!! just kidding 
Ive been to pine grove dude ranch 
Ive been to sand castle for my prom in lond island
Ive been to Brooklyn once by myself but i did not come out the train station
Ive been on the train late by myself once.. i will never do it again 
Ive been dreaming of you every night...oh my 
Ive been in a nice car 
Ive been to the car show 
Ive been to splish splash 
Ive been to dance class 
Ive been to a Spanish party 
Ive been to school dances 
Ive been to school in Jamaica
Ive been to Manhattan when it was raining 
Ive been in a public bathroom 
Ive been to a picnic 
ive been to york college 
ive been to rosevelt field mall 
ive been to queens center mall 
ive been pon di gaza 
ive been to tilly's house 
ive been to chanel's house 
ive been to jermaine's house 
ive benn to kevin's house 
ive been to devany's house ive been to my fater's house 
ive been to sarah's house 
ive been to marvin's house 
ive been to court.. not for me
ive been to the hospital 
ive been to the WIC office 
ive been to a car shop 
ive been to a pet shop
ive been on da ave 
ive been in queens center hospital 
i ve been to green acres mall 
ive been to saw grass mills mall 
ive been to the poetry class 
ive been to anatomy class a few times 
ive been to weddings 
ive been to parties 
ive been to central park 
ive been to ther macy's day parade 
ive been to the halloween parade 
ive been on the a train 
ive been on the clearview express way 
ive been on the long island expressway 
ive been on the southern state 
ive been to jones beach 
ive been to long beach 
ive  been working on the railroad
ive been to the village 
ive been to HYC 
ive been to youth service 
ive been to the soup kitchen 
ive been to the bookstore
ive been to spencers the porn shop 
ive been to the gift shop 
ive been to children's place 
ive been to big easy 
ive been to lovers leep

Wow I'm so Disappointed

How can there be any trust when you always go back on your word?

You say one thing and a next minute you do the other

I'm sitting here at 2:37 a.m. just wondering why I even care

You say you love me and want to be with me but when I ask you to prove it you run away

Excuses excuses all the time

I know I've done wrong before but it still does not add up to yours

But who is counting, it doesn't really matter to me because i was willing to let it all go

When it comes to your future with me its "I'm leaving it in God's hand"

"I am trying to live right, I pray I know he is going to see me through"

Your boys call you up and you and straight up put God down and go partying

Wow im so disappointed!!!!!

This was really one time when I thought you were serious about your walk

Wow i'm so disappointed!!!!

I say "Naah man he not gonna go, he is done with that life"
Wow i was wrong
And now "Im so disappointed!!!!!