Should I say I hate you?????? I dont know... Maybe its the feeling of disappointment... anger that just eat my soul, the loving calm soul that I once had before you came to say goodbye.... But It is clear to me. So very clear it was definitely not love.... never was but why was I so blinded by all the lies and the things you told me by the crying and the crying.... the sleepless nights you had????? you are good... pretending to love my child.... now that is a good one,, but you can say bye with a smile on your face. Trying to fit her in your schedule wow... I bet everyone is smiling now.... times wasted believing and all the lies... I bet u fixed everything befor you left.... But it is just as I expected to go...I knew this plan long before you planned it... I know you but still I felt for it..... I will be fine though.. us both... Good luck and I hope your dreams come through do your thing and now u can take a bow.... you are the man.... And that last kiss?? I felt nothing thats how I know that there is nothing there..... love u though... lol ENJOY!!!!! ( when u go to bed at nights, keep ur butt tight)
OH OK.... just to straighten up things he actually came and made things kinda right... a better goodbye :)... thanks for all the songs:( i guess
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